Tuesday, August 08, 2006

Killing the flying fat man

I've been noticing something lately that I know it's not unique to me. When I look at my internal mirror, I still see that near 400 man I used to be. Sure I've lost over 40 lbs so far and I've dropped sizes clothes wise, I can still clearly see how big I used to be. The visualization of how I want to look at my goal weight has been getting a bit fuzzy lately when it used to be crystal clear and in a sense I'm getting frustrated as a result. Again I know this is not unique but it sure is a bitch to go through.

I'm going to have to work on this and actively change how I see myself. It's something that may be hard since I've seen the same overweight person in the mirror for so long I've gotten used to it, doesn't mean I liked seeing it but in an odd way it became comforting. Now I'm changing that and I've lost that stability since I'm in a state of transition.

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